Pathetic

i groveled, it didn't work
i set aside my pride, it pushed you away even more
i tried persuasion, that failed
i tried temptation, it got rejected
i saw you as who you are, so you stopped revealing yourself to me
i contact, you stopped responding

i'm pathetic now and need to re-evaluate my values and my boundaries.

i'm not sure at what point i started throwing away my self-respect but i need to get it back.