since we're no longer fb or fwb or lovers or any other synonym for those, i just
wanted to make sure that we're on the same page.
i really don't want a
pretense of friendship if you're just trying to be nice and not burn any
bridges. the last thing i want is for you to put on an act since that doesn't
last. no one can keep on a farce of friendship indefinitely.
i'm
embracing this friendship and trying to dissolve any romantic feelings that i
have for you. but tbh, i don't know if my subconscious is embracing this
friendship because 1) i still harbor feelings for you and 2) maybe i still
secretly hope that you'll develop feelings for me.
maybe once i fall out
of love with you i'll no longer desire to be friends with you.
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