i think i always got your messages, but i just didn't want to face it before.
i'm a walking contradiction- fragile but strong, and confident and weak, caring
but not a caregiver, smart and stupid, and emotion and logical, along with tons
of other things. i'm starting to sound like a person with multiple
personalities
on one hand, i felt threatened by the other women and yet,
i also felt like i had no right to feel jealous since i was also seeing other
people. additionally, i think deep down i felt like i was such a great catch that you couldn't pass up. i didn't understand why you would reject me. then i self-reflected and realized that i had major faults.
life doesn't always pan out the way you want it to. i need to focus on myself now.
don't worry, i'm letting you go. i cried a good session the
other day and i felt much better the next morning.
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