Sunday, November 18, 2012

I Love you and you deserve more

Thanks for the easy letdown :)  
 
Certainly I think many of us are capable of being polyamorous if given the opportunity and without any consequences. 
 
Looking for the next best thing is very enticing especially if you have the ability to continue sowing your wild oats which you do.  :P A 23 & 27 year old girl, and I'm sure a bevy of other women, have already fallen in love with you.  Clearly age is not an issue and you shouldn't feel like it is :P
 
You may never want to settle down and you might always have the urge to cheat, but that doesn't mean you're not deserving of a real relationship, one where your emotional and physical needs are met.  Perhaps you'll find someone out there who's perfectly okay with an open relationship and is willing to explore a non-traditional relationship.
 
I don't know exactly what it is that you're seeking but I sense that you're a romantic and I hope you'll find a sustaining love, one that goes beyond your usual routine - hikes, flights, and camping trips. We all want the Hollywood romance, but having been so crazy in love with you, I don't think it's something that could last forever.  I can't concentrate or amount to much when I'm high on "crack cocaine" love. 
 
You're the ultimate risk-taker so I guess you'll either win big or lose big.  You'll end up a winner, I'm sure :)
 
I'd still like to be friends, of course, but I recognize that I do want more. This casual relationship is hindering me from moving forward in other areas of my life.  Maybe the timing will be right for us again in the future, but right now, I can't risk my future on a short-term fling.  
 
Thank you for exposing me to so many new things and sensations.  I've become much more confident, spontaneous, determined, ambitious, motivated, emotional, and cheerful after meeting you.  Being with you has been some of the best moments in my life and I am so glad I have you in my life.  Despite the ups and downs in my emotion, you've been a positive influence in my life.  And for that, you'll always hold a special place in my heart. 
 
I don't know what the future holds, but right now I can't continue seeing you.  I love you.

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