I wish I could capture your attention again and make you trust me. What I did was stupid, but I was emotional and couldn't contain my curiosity. And I ended up losing you. I never realized how much you actually meant to me. I wrote so many things to you previously that I could never send, in fear that you would think of me badly.
So now I'm posting them all up. You still won't see them, but hopefully my words will help someone out there. Please don't make the same mistake that I did - I researched the other women that I thought he might be partial towards and confronted him about it. Now I'm a permanent creep in his eyes. Yes, what I did was creepy but somehow I was able to rationalize my actions. I didn't trust his judgment or that he had my best interest at heart.
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