Snowball's Chance

Did someone else capture your heart?  Was it the voluptuous one with the toned figure?

Is she the one that kept you awake during the warm summer nights?

She's gorgeous, no doubt, and "Adrine" come true.  Much like "snow" white. But did you dig deeper and find a "boyadjian" secret?

I can't measure up in terms of looks, but what I lack in that department, I make up for in intellect, compassion, curiosity, and a whole slew of other qualities.  Except you don't know that because you never digged deeper. 

Your problem is that you don't do your homework - you never tried to learn more about the girls you're seeing.  They're all dispensable, and unfortunately, i am one of them.


I admit, I am probably obsessed about you, and I know it's unhealthy.  But you create all sorts of emotions within me and all I know is that I love being in your presence.  My life is certainly full of color already, but with you in it, I see rainbows all the time.  Even double-rainbows!

I'm utterly heartbroken.  But the situation is what it is and there really isn't much that I can do anymore.  I want to get in touch with you sooooooooooooo badly, but prolonging this "relationship" is only going to hurt me more later on since I know that you're not for the taking.

Why, oh why, do you not reciprocate my love?  I wish I were the woman to make you reject your monogamish/polygasmish ways ... there's a "snow"ball's chance that I'll ever get you to love me the way I love you.

But it is what it is.

I need to commemorate our times together and slowly let you go.  I just don't know if I'll be able to make it.  I want to talk to you, see you, kiss you, hug you, and just be with you.  Constantly.